Im still stuck
I cant seem to fight these feelings
Im stuck between the pages
the pages of this book
the book of my life
nearing death
Im so empty inside
ive lost everything close to me
im crying
dying
feels like paper cuts against my brain
no longer standing
she took my pride, its all down the drain
I wish I didn't care anymore
wish I could care less
but I see the hapiness she stole from me
so many stands ive made
but I still fall and then I fade
I keep trying
but im dying
im crying
tears of blood
laying in a puddle of mud
Thinking back to how close we were
but now its like im a shadow
only to disappear with the light
and im payed no attention
with all this tension
held inside
when i try to hide
from everything ive deffied
I was the one who was moved
moved by everything you said
the words you spoke to me
now I can no longer be
the person i was before
because i lost you
once again...
and with it, I lost a piece of myself
Am I alive?
I wish I was dead
wish I was never born instead
cr;ying every night, in my bed
all these tears I have made
but you dont seem to care
no more of your voice
slowly it kills me
My heart claws and screams inside
Am I alive?
Hey, this poem was really deep. I almost cried. You're a great writer, stay with it! You're so discriptive in your writing; it inspires me to do better. You should definatly consider doing something with your writing if you haven't already done so. -Lillian
Yea i guess love means a lot a lot a lot to you and someday youll find the perfect person! if its possible that someone is worthy of your love care and time! dont worry everything in life takes time someday youll look back on it and be glad you waited and held on. i wuv you and ill always be here. so dont ever think that everything is gone. even tho im not good enough!
xoxoxoxo loves you lots!!! licks n kisses
Wow... this poem really, really, reminds me of someone... I think I love poems the best when I can relate to them... and I really, love this one.
-kat