I have a handle on it.
Yes, I have a handle on it.
Before I knew how to trust
And now I'm too scared to trust anyone.
I knew how to fall so hard.
Or maybe I didn't know how to fall silently.
But I've learned.
Don't worry about me.
I have a handle on it.
Oh yes, I have a handle on it.
Yesterday I knew what a broken heart felt like
Today I'm reminiscing the pain
Tomorrow I'll own my heart again
And not you.
So yes, I'll have a handle on it.
I'll have a handle it.
I won't look when you walk by.
I won't talk to you every chance I get
And I'll never become vulnerable.
My feelings will mean nothing.
Only when it starts to hurt.
I thought I had a handle on it.
Oh how I wish I did.
I fell hard
When I wasn't even supposed to fall
I wasn't supposed to care.
You were.
I'm tired of all the things I'm feeling
Because I remember, in the end,
They'll cause me the hurt.
I need a handle on it.
Oh please, give me a handle on it.