What you do affects me
More than you'll ever know.
It hurts my heart
Kills my brain
Of feelings and thoughts
Of how this is gonna affect me.
And it's killing me
Knowing a part of me has died
Knowing everything I loved about it is gone.
And even more so
Knowing I'll never be that same girl again.
I guess it's already affecting me.
I've lost the best part of me
And I know it will never be regained.
It's at rest in the darkness of death.
Where's the closet I need to scream in?
So I can finally say what needs to be said.
'Cause it scares me that this ghost is inside of me.
I need to begin to move on.
But I know no matter what I do,
No matter what I say,
This is gonna affect me.