For a split second I forgot we had history
A very long split second it was.
I remember you used to be on my mind
Dwelling inside like a disease without a cure.
'Cause I recall myself trying to get over it
Trying to save myself from all your misery
But it never worked, I had failed.
Maybe it's like that saying
If you lost it, stop looking and you'll find it.
I stopped trying and it has fallen apart
In all the imperfect ways I wanted it to.
And I think you think more of me
Than I do now of you.
I don't know when this all happened
But a stubborn part of me wants it to last.
And I'm sure there'll be days when I'll need you
Days when I'll miss your friendship
That was only based on my feelings.
I'll miss your jokes, the smile I fell in love with.
I'm sure when I grow up, and move on
There'll still be things that'll make me wonder about you
Make me think about the memories we did share.
I hope a smile will come to my face
For a split second
Knowing you taught me everything I knew about love.
And I'm glad that I fell so hard.
Even though, I'm sure, I'll miss you forever.