It's been 10 days since the last day I laughed,
Last time I truly smiled.
It's been so long since I felt happy
Since I didn't have this nagging urge to give up.
And these emotions keep twisting inside of me
Until I'm nothing more than tied up emotions.
I'm ready for my breakdown any minute now.
I'm exhausted of trying to figure myself out.
It's been 10 days since my mind wasn't full,
Last time I truly felt something other than pain.
It's been so long since I actually wanted to be here.
Since I figured out I don't want to be here anymore.