Im not your someone special
you said "your just like all the rest"
So thats my pain and agony i wanted to be the best
I didnt want to be all the other guys
Here i thought i could be the one
my mistake from all the lies
You said "I regret it all and would take it back if i could"
For me thats not the case
and in the end I never would
Heres my reasons why....
Kung fu sound effects in bed!
Drunken fun
being able to laugh and still be intimate
going to movies
kissing your face, your back ,and your lips
Seeing you smile and laugh
tickleing you into submission =)
washing your hair
holding you at night
having you save me when noone else would
PDA (humping in walmart! Kmart! and anywhere else i could get away with it)
embarassing you in public
feeling able to be myself when im with you
being comfortable
your smell
your eyes
soft skin
curly hair
not the mumamamas !
first time meeting you when you tickled me out of the car
lightsaber battles
wheeling you around the chinese parking lot really fast!
making breakfast for you so u can drop it and have me make it again =P
tekken
carrying you up flights of stairs
rubbing your scars
all the drama we made it through
the way i love you, miss you, yearn for you and above all else
will never have "us" again.
This is just my goodbye, my apology, and my way of remembering all the good things.
bye feesha
sincerely yours
James