From anger to depression
Depression to anger
My emotions keep switching
My thoughts keep changing
My heart is raceing
Wondering when this is going to end
I'm sick of suffering
I'm sick of playing pretend...
I'm sick of waiting
For someone to save me
And I'm sing of trying
To find that person too
Either way I can't take dealing with this
I've had enough of dealing with my family
My friends, My Exs, and even people I don't know
I want to end this
Just make it stop
I'm sick of my schizophrenia
My BPD and everything else
I'm sick of having to hide
How I feel about myself
It isn't that I hate
Everyone else
More or less
I hate myself
I can relate i
am feeling this way myself
today.