I Hate Today

From anger to depression

Depression to anger

My emotions keep switching

My thoughts keep changing

My heart is raceing

Wondering when this is going to end

I'm sick of suffering

I'm sick of playing pretend...

I'm sick of waiting

For someone to save me

And I'm sing of trying

To find that person too

Either way I can't take dealing with this

I've had enough of dealing with my family

My friends, My Exs, and even people I don't know

I want to end this

Just make it stop

I'm sick of my schizophrenia

My BPD and everything else

I'm sick of having to hide

How I feel about myself

It isn't that I hate

Everyone else

More or less

I hate myself

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i hate today weee

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teresa_r's picture

I can relate i
am feeling this way myself
today.