In a sea of confusion my mind is adrift
floating aimlessly seeking its’ way.
Searching for purpose for reason to be
for desire to go one more day.
Loneliness lives in the soul and the heart
desolation dwells in the mind.
Desperation fills every part of my life
happiness left far behind.
The pale bleak existence of finding a way
to survive, a means to an end.
I no longer search for the meaning of life
but instead I search for a friend.