my whole life
people have been directing
i was the only actress
my lines were horribly scripted
and the ending of scenes
were often predicted
accepting the title
and feature films
headlining incredible theaters
only to be downcast-ed
and overlooked
praying to God
that this time
i will not be overbooked
yet recently the roles
have become the same
and i can only place the blame
on my manager
who lets it be known
he has given me a map
and the courses i choose
it up to me
so then i began to see
white knights
castles sky high
and prince charming
were just fairy tales
and tragedies of heartbreak
and life's misery
are the true reality
i realized that the fantasy
ends at cut
and the dreams
only stay on screen