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Suffering poetry
I feel so frustrated
contrieved into your little lives
so hurt
that only pain appeals to me
i wanted to be a star
make it on the big screen
so i can appeal to those
whose fortunes
captured thier souls
and i'm not just talking
that deep shit
you know the shit about i can't believe it
or did you feel god cuz this nigga done seen him
i feel so bound
hearing the whip sound
sound the alarm of a spanish guitar
who looks guyense
i wish i counld stand to get on my knees
to forgive those who never gave a shit
but nutted anyway
i wish i had a better purpose in llife
a somewhere to stay
but i'm in air fall now
climbing to get out
tired of this house
and the two dogs
who love to fuck the cat
tired of the industry
hating where i'm at
i'm so goddamn tired
that i wish i could fuck sleep
so when it erupts
it can console me
walk with me
inside breathing
i said i wish there was somewhere i could break
free
free
free from your arms
that i step to
feeling unarmed yet banned with the lethal
i wish i could hear my frustrations aloud
because everyone says i'm annoying
but fuck them
you can call me anything
except for boring
cuz partying is all i do have
the dance of the drug
the toxic in take
i mean who is god anyway
yeah that partying
that questions the faith....
i'm stepping away from something
like the little boy
who just came to buy the
almond joy but got shot
for being on the wrong block
and wearing a sweater
that expressed the wrong colour
oh how i love that word
that world
that dream
who can this be
my mother dear so very fly
she so above
she can not see me
that is why we no longer speak
because she soared so hard out the door
...
i guess i'm finished
its just a sad thing to see
a poet suffering poetry
