*written how i spoke it*
walls, built to keep out & keep in, but if i never met you i wouldve never known their also meant tuh be broken, like as if my heart was never open & concealed, seemed like you jus ran & healed & im scared because all i know is walls
what am i gonna do? who can i speak to, cuz this aint really an issue but it is, i find myself imagining what our future really is, and this, us, shit is too scary for me, seems like your everything i need but then i dont want it, hesitating and debating all this frustrating SHIT cuz i dont know what to do with this
you listen to my every breath and can tell when my heart skipped a second beat cuz u found out that i have a heart murmur last week, yet you set out to conquer more than my joy, you want to capture my soul, and i dont know if im ready for another to take control
this is straight up crazy, cuz im sitting here all daze, formulating pictures of you and i becoming us i a church not far from my own and i know it wouldnt be a long cermony cuz we arent that chessy , and we have too much fake family so it would be more intimate and i never thought i could imagine this
from a cold place to the place you lay within me, youve taken my heart and even when we argue i dare not part cuz i cant live without my heart. . .shit when did this happen, is this even true, who knows when they fall in love, who knows when its through, what if you get tired i get tired and we sleep in seperate beds waking up only to want more independence and the beating of this relationship stops boom booming and we fester some hate and nothing we talk about can relate i mean what if this all goes to shit-for some reason i dont care-i kinda think its worth it.
*thank you*