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its not working

these words on these pages

i have so much

to say

so much going on

but for the life of me i cant get it down

what the fuck

is wrong with me?

anxiety

is getting the best of me

.....again

knowing that my words

are

a lot to handle.... even for me

all it is

is

thoughts

i keep telling myself

               (yes, but...)

my thoughts are lethal sometimes

that

even i get petrified

i want so much to maybe ... one day...think 'normally'....?

but what is that?

.....i have no clue

and

not quite sure if i want to

you see...

my thoughts

....my

           thoughts.....

are true and honest and pure and real and insane and out of the ordinary and mine and need to be heard....

and if that makes me abnormal

then so be it

.................... i just have to be confident enough to fit them onto the page.............

then i can (breathe)