beyond the shadows

I try to get you out

But you're inside of me

It isn't easy

Carrying you around

But

You seep within me

Haunting my every move

Clutching at my every sound

Hurting me so deeply

Leaving me

Speechless

  Breathless

......................Inspired

My mind is filled with thoughts of you

Unable to grasp why you do what you do

Kind of

Fearing to go on with

But

Can't go without

                 (You)

Vessels in my brain pop from the stress

Of you

Making me just love you more



.......Idiosyncracies make me lurk beyond the shadows

Waiting for you to understand

Though

I know the impossibility

Trying to figure out your eccentricities

Wear me out

I tire from wasted attempts



So I

Lurk



Beyond the shadows

Loving you the way I know how



Waiting for you



   (To notice) ..........

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