I try to get you out
But you're inside of me
It isn't easy
Carrying you around
But
You seep within me
Haunting my every move
Clutching at my every sound
Hurting me so deeply
Leaving me
Speechless
Breathless
......................Inspired
My mind is filled with thoughts of you
Unable to grasp why you do what you do
Kind of
Fearing to go on with
But
Can't go without
(You)
Vessels in my brain pop from the stress
Of you
Making me just love you more
.......Idiosyncracies make me lurk beyond the shadows
Waiting for you to understand
Though
I know the impossibility
Trying to figure out your eccentricities
Wear me out
I tire from wasted attempts
So I
Lurk
Beyond the shadows
Loving you the way I know how
Waiting for you
(To notice) ..........