it took me by surprise
your intoxicating kiss
didnt think i would be sitting
here regretting touching your lips
i wanted more and more
your touch stayed on my mind
didnt think not having it
would make my body cry
it craves for you
for the things you would do
but
..........its for the best
nights pass and im still thinking
if i could hear your voice
but it hurts so much
so i have no other choice
but to be locked away
in this empty little shell
i hide the pain through my smile
so that no one can tell
how much i miss your
ideations of happiness and life
listening to you
.....seeing your smile
put me on such a natural high
if only you loved me
all the things we could be
but
its for the best
i keep telling myself
i can find someone new
throw away the hurt you gave me
give my heart to someone true
but
i know that if you wanted to
do this with me again
i would welcome you with open arms
regardless to what had previously happened
stupidity would rule my brain
missing you would rule my heart
hoping that you would see that together
we are truly a work of art
..... but ......
even though
being without you
hurts
there are things far more worse
and this ...
is for the best