what i keep telling myself

it took me by surprise

    your intoxicating kiss

didnt think i would be sitting

here regretting touching your lips

i wanted more and more

    your touch stayed on my mind

didnt think not having it

would make my body cry

it craves for you

for the things you would do

   but

..........its for the best





nights pass and im still thinking

     if i could hear your voice

but it hurts so much

so i have no other choice

but to be locked away

  in this empty little shell

i hide the pain through my smile

so that no one can tell

           how much i miss your

ideations of happiness and life

listening to you

.....seeing your smile

put me on such a natural high

    if only you loved me

    all the things we could be



            but

its for the best









i keep telling myself

  i can find someone new

throw away the hurt you gave me

give my heart to someone true

  but

i know that if you wanted to

do this with me again

    i would welcome you with open arms

regardless to what had previously happened

stupidity would rule my brain

   missing you would rule my heart

hoping that you would see that together

we are truly a work of art





    ..... but ......



even though



being without you

hurts

there are things far more worse





and this ...



is for the best


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