...............really i am

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im trying to be positive

      really i am



but its so hard

               so hard

im broken down

im torn

im shattered to pieces

and

i pick myself up

                  the shell of me is the only thing left

as i

smile

gracefully

through my tears

clinging on to the only thing

that keeps me going





but its hard

           so hard



to save face

toweling off the marks that

my tears leave

stopping myself from

                      (self-destructive-ness)



so i cling some more

dont want to burden you

no .....



you have enough ......





but its hard

             so hard



life has beaten me

eaten me

spit me out

yet



the smile leaves my lips

       slowly

             slowly

cause im trying

                                 (really, really i am)





but its so

          so hard





                         ................






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