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flawed....reckless....crazy
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Feelings... don't know whether i'm coming
or going
anymore
i don't know what i'm
living for
in my head it's for my son
but he has no idea
of the things i've done
cut myself just to see
myself bleed
because i have no idea
of what i want or need
no one knows of the
pain i feel
nor that im afraid to lose
the one that can heal
my broken heart needs
fuel for my fire
it needs to feed off
the things i desire
nothing but happiness, love
and peace
but no matter what, this sinking
feeling will never cease
maybe one day i will
figure shit out
but for now i am lost
without a doubt
only with you my mind
is at ease
but i am not sure if i
am what you need
it doesn't matter that
with you
is pure bliss
that you can make it all
better
with just one kiss
i feel like i make
your life too hard
because i'm
emotionally a
and
mentally scarred
want to do nothing but be
in your arms
with you i feel safe
with you
i feel warm
but i am nothing but
a mess with
shit on my mind
but there is no way
i can
leave you behind
so i'm hoping that you
take me as i am
i'm hoping that nights with you
are not just a
sham
......... i am flawed, reckless, crazy
and there is nothing i can do
but sit here, twiddling my thumbs....thinking of you
