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is it ever any wonder why i am so

damn crazy?

asking myself that

makes me go back

to where it all started from

neglected

shunned

black sheep

and

you call me crazy

cuz

i did nothing but embrace the labels

that you gave me

phase

      after

           phase

after phase

trying to please everyone

trying to figure it out

trying to find my place

trying to find

            

                 myself

and

i still dont know where i am



is it any wonder why i am so

damn crazy?

eccentricities

to a fault

sarcastic

unapologetic for the ramblings that go thru

my head

making it sane for others

as

my own insanity grows so tall

that i can't reach it

uncaring

unsharing

unbelievable amount of hatred

for those

who hurt me

over

    and

       over

yet still

i bend

        over

backwards for them



is it any wonder why i am so damn crazy?



my instability

my inability

my insanity

is a part of me

it is who i am

though it doesnt define me

                   i wont ever run from it

so







i go thru

the



HIGHS  

and

l

o

  w

   s

make love to the medication

greet the voices in my head each morning

smile at the figments of my imagination

embrace the crazy....



cuz this is the way you made me