I am at my wit's end
trying to make you see
that there is a scared
little child in me
wanting nothing to be near you
but forces keep us apart
but you need to know
that you are always in my heart
I can't explain it enough
for you to understand
so there is nothing left
to do but bury my head in the sand
I can't take anymore
of your patronizing words
they discourage me
nothing that I've said, you've heard
I wear my love for you on my sleeve
caring for you til I die
this disease of love is hurting
flowing through the tears in my eyes
so please hear me when I say
these words that run through my head
listen to each word
and all the words that I've said
I'm scared but I love you
and I dont care
I want to be with you
I want you always here
so dont condescend
dont lead me on
dont yell or scream
give me the same sad song
just try to understand what
Im going through within my heart
dont play with it anymore
before you rip it apart