anticipation of hearing those words
that will wrench my heart
it is only days away
from
knowing what you really feel
about me
I know that the negativity
of it all
will kill me
but
you will never know of my death
my head will remain high
my smile will remain
on my lips
not wanting to break the bond
between us
if it is still there
scared is my insides
afraid of what you may never say
these feelings for you wont ever go away
so I am made a fool for you
as you tell
me that it can never be
or tell me
nothing at all
disregarding me like I know you can
anticipation
of hearing my fears come true....