I cant shake you
I cant get away from you no matter
how hard I try
you have me so scared of the next
step that
I cant tell you the truth
it doesnt have to be this way
I need to be as strong as
I appear but its not as easy as my swagger looks
you frighten my insides
making it difficult
to breathe at night
you lower my self esteem even lower than
my expectations
so I am blinded
I feel indebted to you though I know
that I have paid it a million times over
and yet
I cant shake you
love isnt this thick for me
at least not anymore
though I still shed tears for you
its not easy for the words to roll off of
my tongue as it is for me to say
fine.... whatever you want....
there isnt anything that I can do
to make it easier
to live
with you
besides crying to myself
cutting away the pain
depressing my heart
living this unbearable life
just to want to die
I cant shake you
though I want to
more than I wanted anything ever in my life
I can't fuckin shake you
so I foresee my death a thousand times
as you climb off of me
again
and
again
and
again
I cant shake you
you wont let me .....