a weight on my shoulders
holding me back from life
making me feel as if
I don’t want to fight
a monkey on my back
feeding my cold heart
stripping me of my soul
tearing my insides apart
keeping me from achieving
any of my goals
in my young age
making me feel old
as you take away
everything from me
sheltering, suffocating,
sheilding my eyes so I can’t see
you are…
all these things and more
making me run for the door
you can’t keep killing me inside
my fears make me run and hide
just let me leave
just let me be
but you are what you are
you have ice for a heart
and I don’t know why
you make me want to die