I don't know where I'm going
I can't see where I'm at
this might not make any sense
but my mind plays tricks on me
and thoughts
scramble for the right words
to write
on this page of infinite knowledge
that I can't verbalize
life is a neverending battle
of twists and turns
(I've learned)
can't figure out where it's
taking me
but
it's taking entirely too long
to get there
there is an empty shell
of a heart waiting for something to
hold on to
something that wont break it
(again and again and ...)
maybe love
maybe not
but I know that I need something
to make me feel whole
to make me feel like this thing
called life
is worth it
you see....
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I'm at
this might not make any sense
at all
but
I know what I want
despite the constant
scrambling in my brain
....peace....