the day is near
but
I don't know if I am strong
enough to
say the words that roll around
my head
everytime I look into your
eyes
(the love that's in your eyes..)
I need to tell you
that things
aren't what they seem
you need to take your hands off my heart
releasing me
giving me back myself
yet
I know that it is a difficult
transition
for you and I am so
scared
of what you might do
as I look into your eyes
with tears
and yes .... fear
I try to hold on to the notion
that life will ultimately
be better
without
you
the day is near
but I don't know if I am strong
I don't know if I can
walk away
from the pain that I will put
you through
though
it is no more than the pain
you have made me
endure
so I know this is the
right thing
for me to do
'cause I can't keep living for you
anymore
so when the day finally comes
(it's here....)
I have to look away from your eyes
hold my head up high
to have only a chance to be me
happy and free
if only for a moment...