sitting on top of the hill
I wonder if this is it
thinking of how my life
has been nothing but shit
I want to find something
that I can hold on to
I need to find a love
for me, special and true
there isn't anyone out there
to love me for me
my heart's been through it all
so it can do nothing but bleed
I sit on the hill
blinding my eyes
staring at the sun
hiding my cries
I want to be held in arms
wrapping me up so tight
keeping me warm and safe
within the day, throughout the night
sitting on the hill alone
as the sun goes down
realizing that love will never come
and I don't know how
I can continue to live my life
just being alone
starting to think that I'm better off
being on my own ...