in knots
tearing up my soul
through
bleeding tears
you seem to know
how to
make me cry each and every
time
thoughts of you
crawl into my mind
never ceases to amaze me
how you
know what to say
to make blood
boil
hearts curl up
into balls
of
thunder
making me sick to
my stomach
with your confusing
lies
no logic
no sense
to the madness within
your heart
this
merry-go-round
of hurt and pain and sorrow
wanting to hurl
you
out of me
out of my head
out of my life