you said you love me regardless
but you let me go
thats how it felt to me
I'm just ashamed to let you know
when you said those words
it cut like a knife
I wanted to be with you
I wanted you in my life
it didn't take long for me
to realize the truth
there will never be a
time for me and you
you want to take time away
and it breaks my heart
it turns, it rips, it tears
my soul apart
I am hurt beyond belief
to know that we made plans
but I will never get the chance
to hold your hand
I will never kiss your lips
or hold you in my arms
we will never get the chance
to make each other warm
it was bitter sweet
memories that I hold near
but I can't stop my eyes
from falling tears
deleting you from my life
is easier, I want to forget
as I make each page that I write
more and more wet
these poems don't mean
anything anymore
if I have no one to
write them for
you say you love me regardless
and I love you too
but even though it's hard
I have to forget you
cause each day that passes by
I think of you
hurts more and more
and there is nothing that
I can do...