you wont let me breathe
you wont let me go
it isn't in you
it isn't what you want
but
what about me?
you sit here
you stand there
looking at me with that
condescending
stare
making me hate you
even more
making me feel like the world
is out to get me
it isn't in you
it isn't like you to care
about how I
feel
I stare out the window
I hold back my tears
I want to scream
as you
pacify my ego
telling me lies
breathing down my neck
suffocating me
with your posessiveness
with your jealousy
this is isn't you
this isn't really the way
you are
you say to me
but
I know the truth
I know the reality of it
I know that it is
I know that it will always be
who you are ...