pulling hair
out of my head
I can't see what's in front of me
the past is
blurry through the
eyes but
fresh in my mind
I can't escape it
it's with me
wherever I go
the guilt
the pain
the hate
blood spurting out of
my heart
it had to be sooner
or later
it couldn't take much
more lies
or broken promises
I'm dying
and it feels like
it's about time
for me to go
I know you're trying
hard to get me back
to you
for you
but this life hurts
too much
and even though
this world isn't yours
doesn't mean
that the faithful ones
should suffer
it's not fair
so
let me go to hell
and burn
it would feel better
than the life you have
given to me
the life with no purpose
the life that was eternal damnation
the life
that is gone
now
and
forever