Trifling Life

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Life is such a trifling thing

at times it may be up

other times it's down

I never had the oppurtunity

to feel life

when it's up, because all I've ever known

was it's down side

I hate the fact that

I had to live

the life I had to live

I've been brought up to believe that

I don't belong here

that

I don't deserve to be here

that

I don't deserve the best in life

that

I don't deserve to be happy

and that's what I believe



Life is such a trifling thing

it never lasts for long

at least not in this world

everyday

everywhere

everybody is dying

because of one thing or the other

killing

mugging

drugs

make everyone's life just a bit shorter

it makes me think of just ending it all myself

instead of some stranger

ending it for me

I can't help it

it's the way I feel

I have too many problems

that I can't do anything about

and

sometimes I just can't take it

anymore

I feel like I'm backed into a wall

and

I can't breathe



Life is such a trifling thing

one minute you think that someone is

on your side

then you just don't know anymore

you realize that people are just against

you

from the very beginning

you can't trust

you can't love

you can't care

it's not worth it

you just end up getting hurt

over

and over

and over again

life...

life is not easy

if it was

then I wouldn't feel like I do

I wouldn't feel like

ending it all

I wouldn't feel like

death is better

I wouldn't feel like dying

I hate life

I hate this thing called

life

and all it stands for...

                 Life is such a trifling thing

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