Life is such a trifling thing
at times it may be up
other times it's down
I never had the oppurtunity
to feel life
when it's up, because all I've ever known
was it's down side
I hate the fact that
I had to live
the life I had to live
I've been brought up to believe that
I don't belong here
that
I don't deserve to be here
that
I don't deserve the best in life
that
I don't deserve to be happy
and that's what I believe
Life is such a trifling thing
it never lasts for long
at least not in this world
everyday
everywhere
everybody is dying
because of one thing or the other
killing
mugging
drugs
make everyone's life just a bit shorter
it makes me think of just ending it all myself
instead of some stranger
ending it for me
I can't help it
it's the way I feel
I have too many problems
that I can't do anything about
and
sometimes I just can't take it
anymore
I feel like I'm backed into a wall
and
I can't breathe
Life is such a trifling thing
one minute you think that someone is
on your side
then you just don't know anymore
you realize that people are just against
you
from the very beginning
you can't trust
you can't love
you can't care
it's not worth it
you just end up getting hurt
over
and over
and over again
life...
life is not easy
if it was
then I wouldn't feel like I do
I wouldn't feel like
ending it all
I wouldn't feel like
death is better
I wouldn't feel like dying
I hate life
I hate this thing called
life
and all it stands for...
Life is such a trifling thing