i'm walking on air
yet no one knows it
but me
i don't know why but
i'm exceptionally elated
for no reason at all
but that will all change
in a matter
of moments
my mood dissipates as the day
does the same
they watch
silently
as the tears fall down my face
one by
one by
one
then altogether as a summer shower
would
and i'm spent
as all my emotions
come crashing down on me
i want to scream
yell
and throw things out the window
but i can't move
i don't want to move
i don't want to be here
suddenly
it comes and goes
my graceful insanity
and i have to live with it
i have to embrace it
because it's a part
of me