pitch black are my thoughts
I don't want to see the light
I want to stand in the rain
getting drenched all night
I can't take all the people
pretending that they love
what I stand for, what I feel
what I think of
you are one of them
fake with your feelings
only thinking about me
when you need sexual healing
my heart is cold and shut down
live don't live there anymore
I don't wvwn know why
I'm with you anymore
I know that it's convenient
I don't have anywhere else to go
but I'm in pain when I'm with you
I just think that you should know
I want to be honest
I don't want to lie
it's getting to be too hard
to look you in the eyes
I tell you that I love you
words that I meant once
but I am not happy
you are not what I want
so pitch black are my thoughts
when I'm thinking of you
standing in the rain drenched
is all I want to do...