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I squeeze my eyes shut

as you lay on top of me

your hands busy with my breasts

and your leg jabbing into my knee



It has been a little while

since I've been so disgusted

your awkwardness as you enter me

I wish for the cat to interrupt it



But he lays on the floor sleeping

not knowing the pain I feel

I've been getting used to this

but it's still not easy to deal



Most times I want to scream

but I bite my lip to stop the tears

as you sleep next to me

my cries you don't hear



I want this nightmare to end

I want to wake up and shout

I want this to be over

I need to leave you now



But I stay with hopes that you change

maybe you will let me be me

but things are still the same and

through my fake smiles you don't see



How much I want to die inside

the pain is making me numb

I try to talk to you about it

but you don't see where I'm coming from



So another night passes

as you climb off of me

I sigh, a tear falls and think

this is how my life is going to be