I am repulsed by your touch
if only you knew how it makes me feel
this so-called love of ours
you know that it isn't real
I'm not in love anymore
I'm not happy
I can't believe that this is how
my life came to be
stuck in a situation that
I don't want to be in
if I can't be without you
then I don't even want to live
because I can't live for me
anymore, I'm living for you
feeling how you want me to feel
doing what you want me to do
but I'm living a lie
I need to tell you the truth
I need to be with me
and not with you
but you wont let me go
you're holding on for dear life
is that any way to treat
your own wife?
I don't know what to do anymore
I feel so weak
this wasn't the way my life
was supossed to be
I hope it's not too late
to let you know
that it has to be over
you have to let me go
I can't think, I can't function
I can't even breathe
so I'll do whatever it takes
but I have to leave...