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it's inside me

eating me up

tearing me down

letting me fall

           as i

struggle each day

to

stop

it

only i can control the noise inside of my

head



yet



i struggle each second

                      minute

                            hour

                                day .....

to shut it down

it wont leave me alone

constantly  

  berating

me

everytime a love comes around

taking over the fiber

                      of my being

                                                    





                                                   ...my soul



roar of thunder through my lips

dripping within my fingertips

flowing through my veins

pouring into me

               without fail



and i





cant deal

refuse to feel

hate life

want to die



but i press on to feel whatever happiness

he

   brings

         at that one moment

and

   that one moment lasts so long in my mind



then it takes over me

yet again

tears bleeding down my face

hating the unknown

               the unspeakable

                       i ....

                       digress....









                   fear has me bound and gagged

so im screaming silently



with the hopes of being







                        ...heard