confusing
this feeling in my heart
don't know why
you rule my thoughts
I think of you
each night and day
when you are on the phone
I don't know what to say
my heart does these
weird flips inside
you make me laugh
you make me smile
this complicates things
but I don't care
I want you in my arms
to always be near
looking forward to the
day where I can hold your hand
hold you close to me
I'm sure you understand
what I'm going through
what I'm feeling
my knees are jittery
thinking of our first meeting
looking into those eyes
seeing your smile
all these days and nights
without you seem worthwhile
confusing
this thought of us in my mind
I can't shake this thing
this want of you in my life
I don't want to scare you off
maybe this is too much
but I can't stop thinking
of our first touch
it's burning in me
kissing you
maybe I should occupy my time
find something else to do
instead of filling my head
with this confusion
maybe you're not real
maybe it's all an illusion
confusing
these thoughts of you in my head
my heart goes out to you
as I lay alone in my bed...