Wrapped in a cocoon of pain,
anger, disappointments.
Shrouded by the darkness of despair,
unable to see the light.
But each tear...
each measure of melancholy mystery
forms color on my wings
bold, bright, brilliant colors.
I lift my wings from the
security of holding my center
and I stand...
refined.
Holding out my peacock colors
and tilting my head back toward the sun.
I am not as I was.
I am what I am.
Reborn
Renewed
Respected
Can you see the change in me?
My new colors cannot be missed.
But can I see their true colors?
Will I only see the black and white
in their spirit?
The hot and the cold?
Do butterflies see color?
After my rebirth
could I possibly see the truth
behind a dark soul
with beautiful eyes?
Or can I see past the unattraction
of one who has an Adonis in his spirit?
Can I see past the lies
that drain from sweet dark lips?
Or the truth that is
told by the stutterer?
Can I feel the oneness
that a new love brings?
Or will I be forever drowning
in a pool of rage that has
disguised itself as love?
Will I be able to see love
or will my eyes be blinded
by the broken vessels
from my broken heart?
As I prepare to retreat to
the solitude of my wings,
I decide to raise my eyes instead
and then I see you.
A bright red butterfly
in a black and white world.
Everything else is spinning
while you are standing still.
The only thing I see is you...
your heart, your mind, your soul.
Do butterflies see color?
Yes...
but only when I look at you.