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Self Abuse
You raped me, yes it was consensual
but the feelings you had towards me were strictly sexual
You stripped me of my clothes, as well as my feelings
im now hoping for an ounce of healing
i came only for you
but you had me wandering without a clue
i was left stranded, naked, and alone in bed
im wanting to make sense of whats left in my head
You took advantage of my weakness, which has always been you
i use to be bright but i cant help but to feel so blue
i am no longer your katherine baby
because im always wishing and hoping maybe
not once in my life have i felt so alone
the love i have for you hurts each and every bone
why would you rape me of almost everything
what is now left wont stop melting
Please dont blame yourself
its completely my fault
Its my fault i allowed to be used
ill go ahead and admit it was Self Abuse
To throw oneself emotionally under the bus,
For an understood touch. Yet the mind needs love too. What is one to do? This poem makes me blue. It's got a good rhyme scheme to it, along with the right-sided alignment. It throws me off a bit, but in an good way. I like it. :)