early morning sunrise
reflecting off the snow
so bright reminds me of memories
you
i pull a drag and grip my coffee cup
trying to grip my mind around my life
wit out you
if only for a while
everything on the outside is at peace
yet im filled bitterness as if
not seeing your face
has cause this great animosity
i miss you and theres nothing
i can do
missing every smile and every
disagreement
causing my insides to cry
yearning for you
my anger is getting the best of
me
as if im pushing u away
because of the impossibilities
of pulling you close
incarcerating you
is incarcerating
me within myself
at the end of my cigarette
i close my blinds
hiding the bitter beauty outside my window
trying sew my life together