it makes me sick
to my stomach
to see the disapointmeant
in their eyes
im usually not the one
to try and be a
people pleaser
but when it comes to
people
you have a greater
respect for
the shit gets elevated
to another level
yea i know what
their expectations were
but when emotions take over
you cant help but to do
the opposite
when it makes you upset
in the first place
so you try and stay upbeat
most instead you blow off
whats most important
and im sorry everything seems so
serreal
like ita in a movie
and not happening because
i dont want it to take
and break me down
and leave me broken
im sorry
im scared of my own
scencitivity