thoughts in my mind
stored like files
behind my eyes
only for those selcet few
close to me
lucky enough to see
and between the rythem
and word play what im
really here to say
is that i love you
it scares me
scared to share with you
all these feelings
that are growing inside me
scared to share wit you all
these things that i hold within
scared of being hurt
and the disappointmeant
that you might walk away
and not stick wit me
although you say differently
i just dont understand
i promised myself
that this wouldnt
happen to me agian
all the walls that
i had bulit around me
brick by brick
watching them
fall around me
your eyes your smile
all these thoughts
scattered in my mind
my eyes tracing your
shapey shoulders leave
the room still feeling
your warm wet kiss against
my skin
making my heart go
pitter patter
in synk wit you steps
all these thoughts i hide away
its so weird the things
you say to me
seems like were on
the same page and
our feeling are the same
hypnotized by the thoughts
in my mind
feeling cheesy and needy
for the thoughts i wish
to share wit you
theres not much left to say
im at a lost of words
as i sit here and see
my thoughts printed at
the page before me
still watching
you out the corner of me eye
waiting for the day
that all these feelings
will be released
into words
to flow
out my my mouth
like smooth
elegant water flowing down steam
still scared to see the look upon you
face and what it might be
when your finally
break me down and
see the simplisty
of me