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Shawn
My thoughts seem to be running a thousand mph,
Flying in and out of my head
Before i can catch up to what they mean,
And how i truly feel
The way you touch my skin and hold me close,
Got me feeling thinks i never felt before,
I love it when you hold me close,
and plant little wet kisses on the back of my neck.
The way you kiss the top of my forehead...
When we are just cuddling,
and no matter what way my body moves,
your body moves in sync with mine,
and you never let go.
When ever we hang out i seem to be having so much fun,
Time flies by tring to figure out where it all begun.
You make me feel like a kid again.
Not giving a care in the world to what other people might think.
For so long i have been totally and completely scared
of the word love.
Never really knowing what it really meant,
Caring?
Trusting?
Liking another person?
Being there got one another?
I wasn't quite sure; all i knew is that it was scary.
The word just seemed to slip out of my mouth
when it can to my friends.
When they would do something silly
and in my head,
i was like,
"oh i love that about them!"
Then the words would just come out my mouth.
Then it happened with you, too.
But you said it back
It scared the "bageebees" out of me.
But i ignored it and went on about my way,
But you said it again, and it felt good, but i could say it back.
My body went numb and tingly.
Then the back if my throat went hard,
and nothing would come out my mouth.
I was scared and i shared that with you
You haven't said it since.
Sometimes i wish i could hear you say those words again
and know that they are ture.
There are times when i feel as if they are true,
just words unspoken,
but yet so true.
By the way you act and the things you do.
Others feel like you just trying to get in my pants.
Man its got me all confused.
But yet we talk about other thing like its nothing.
And yet we both want to do it.
That's very apparent.
When things seem to get hot and heavy,
the moment seems so right.
But yet not right at all.
How can we do these things if theres nothing behind it?
Nohing but hormones running wild.
Not being able to see what's truly behind it all.
Whether it was suppose to be this way.
I mean are we to young
to be able to comprehend the meaning behind what we feel
what it means to really love someone.
And if we do,
And i give it to you,
Would you realize that this is a gift to you.
That im giving a piece of me to you,
that i can never get back.
-katie
