I sit by myself and cry
Over memories of long ago.
The person I was has since died.
Who I am I no longer know.
I remember friends I had
And summer days long forgotten.
Of playing war games with my dad,
and dreaming of my begotten.
But somewhere through the mists of time
All I loved has faded away.
There is no poetry, no rhyme
To express what my heart needs to say.
Though people are always around me
I somehow feel I'm always alone.
They never seem to really see
Or hear my voice's depressed tone.
I long for the sunny days,
The sensations of being free.
And I search in this dismal haze
In hopes of finding what once was me.