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Irrational
You tell me to speak rationally
every time my words are from the heart
and whenever I lose my calm
my words rip us further apart
You remind me that I am crazy
I am just to much to bear
and when I lose my temper
you always cease to care
Somehow you push every button
people have never cared to find
then it falls on my shoulders
when my emotions completely unwind
You only care that I am irrational
yet it never occurs to wonder why
ask for once what had gone wrong
or show a tender side when I cry
You are sure to remind me that I have lost it
as if I didn't notice that long before
I must be an idiot too
because I stay for more
I'm immature,
well so are you..
I'm crazy,
like that's fucking new...
I'm unstable,
and your what, a statue...
I never do anything,
look what it took you this long to do...
One day i really will leave
and you will be alone
no matter how much you beg
by letter, text or phone
At some point I will grow
realized that I don't need you
look back on what was had
and know I will find something new
One day I will get fed up
and this will all be done
when I can survive
You will marvel at what I become
Eventually I might miss this
the mental torture of this life
perhaps one day I will forgive you
but never as lover or wife
Today I know this is just a fantasy
that no matter what I say
I will never leave the life we lead
for I will die and rot this way
