What I love most is the lies
The convolution of words off my tongue
The way my statements take flight
Yeah they run
The way the viewers anger
Always twisted my truth
A fucked up girl
With a stolen youth
I miss the contentment of knowing
No matter why the mess was made
I would take the fault of it all
Take all that damned blame
And oh how they spin it
Their rights and the wrongs
Sing ballads most epic
Get lost in the song
It is so easy to blame me
Or so it once was
A manic pixie nightmare
A girl once loved
I gave up long ago
The task of figuring it out
Because I found threading truths
In the lies slung about
And lies of omission
God, Christ, my favorite ones
The things so hidden
Swept under the rug
You knew you still hurt me
Every fucking one
But I'm easy to blame dear
And I know when to run
They sit tight in their anger
Justify their own wrongs
I cried out my sorrows
Year after year
I apologized for it all
I'm just a girl you see
I take on their bullshit
Displace it on me