how strange it is for a man that loves the Sea
to find himself
after a life time
dry drowning
a victim
not of the Sea sirens at all but
simply put
the mammalian diving reflex
I have scorned
this baptism
as I go down
for the final count
there is no panic now
I’ve passed the
breath hold break point
gone the old familiar
gasping after breath
and I for once
am speechless
evolution by immersion
I’ve beaten the
breathing reflex
itself
I feel the air way
involuntarily relax
here on the brink of
consciousness
I feel the Sea
inside me
and for the first time
I feel wet
this is not drowning sorrows
this is not betting on
the slim chance of surviving
a cold water drowning
this is not the delirium
of asphyxiation
but an awakening
to the fact that
you too have been
drowning
that the Sea and we are one
and in her bosom
are undone
as I awaken from that sea
of my own
creation
naked and
wet
I find that I can
stand on tip toe here
the sky is blue and the water
clear
and You
stand waving
at the shore