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What do you do when you gave everything and have nothing left at all, i dropped half of my friends and left home and still dont call, i flew to the other coast and got down with the force in the air, never looked back and told my fam not to write cuz i dont care,
Year after year i lose friend after friend, keep lookin to the sky but the problems never end,
Ive done the best i could but find its never enough to make it, friends bite the hand that feed em before they shake it, you never know who will take everything you have and strip you naked, smile in your face and act like youre tight but you know they fake it,
Turn your back and find a knife in between your ribs, ask God for forgiveness as you plan to take revenge, im the worst of the worst and i already know about myself, i barely care about anyone and gave up on my health,
I needed help and i found it but i cant seem to change, decided i needed a break from US soil and went to deploy way down range, yet again tough times hit but i had a homie, Valentin you my brother and you truly know me,
Came back home pissed cuz my girl cheated and screwed my homies guy, you could see the glint of anger and hate in my eye, so i did what i did and what i thought i had to do, and i still dont give a damn about what my actions put her through,
No skeletons in my closet becuz i kept it clean, open the door now and find a demon and see its me,
If you think im wrong for the past mistakes that i made, nobody said you had to look or had to stay,
So now today im gonna try to find whats next to keep me going, like the nile river my mind will keep my mouth and pen flowing,

even if the sun never shines and the storm never ends, ill love my cloudy days and ill find new friends,
No man or woman is gonna be the death of this dude, so screw you and your rudeness and the sickly attitudes,
Say what you want about what ive said so far, even if my light is dim in the end im still a star.