Dear Anna
I haven't loved any one just the way I love you. If you were the Ocean then i was the sand shore. Every moment i could feel you embracing me and then flowing away just like that.
"I cried,and tears kissed my cheek
and i watched them rolling down
then they disappeared into the air
just like them ,for whom they were shed"
people say if you cry hard for someone then the pain will be eased.
" When the night so lonely
and your dreams ,the dagger in my heart
I would keep this dreams close to my chest
and lie down in the corner, in that shade of black"
slowly the pain was starting to spread, Like a cancer it was starting to eat me all
"I kept my breath all tight and full
and then with a bang i cried out loud
then i moved my legs vigorously
For i didn't know how to control this pain
with my nails i chafed my skin
you are there some where
far far away from me
And i know ,today you don't love me"
i could feel the soreness later when i lie down on the bed to sleep, but it was nothing as compared to the wound in my heart
"and then i remembered what they told,
your pain will be eased if you cry so hard
And right that moment i stopped my cry
I don't want this pain to go
i want to feel it ,this pain
For its the only thing that push me towards you.
Yours & Always Yours
Kamal