Why can't you be here when I need you most
Why can't you stay here when I'm all alone
Why must I suffer, why do I even care
I just want to feel better
Why can't you let me in, let me inside
Why must you go run and hide
Please, I need you, where are you
I know you need me too
It's hard to breathe
When you're dying inside
I don't want to let go
But you're letting me fall
I don't want you to go
I'm risking it all
When did I start being important
When did I start being a monster
I don't think I meant what I said
Sometimes I wish I were just dead
I keep messing up, where did I go wrong
When did I stop writing songs
It's hard to breathe
When you're dying inside
I don't want to let go
But you're letting me fall
I don't want you to go
I'm risking it all
When did I start being important
When did start being a monster