What's this feeling of emptiness inside
Why did it come back when only happiness is insight
You couldn't understand what I had to go through
Yet there's a demon deep down inside of you
But you didn't have to leave
You didn't have to give up
Now I just want to breathe
Now I just want to give up
I wish I could show you
A different side of me
Because of what I've been through
No one's allowed to see
It's hard to bring up, but everyone left me
After Rachel died, Jordan was there for me
Just like her and many others, you've left me abandoned
And I was left alone again
But you didn't have to leave
You didn't have to give up
Now I just want to breathe
Now I just want to give up
I wish I could show you
A different side of me
Because of what I've been through
No one's allowed to see
I wish you could see
This other side of me
I tried to get away
but memories stay