I wish i could tell wrong from right.
I wish you could tell me the truth tonight.
I want what i cant have
I need what i dont want.
In the end,i'm left with nothing at all.
Nothing to feel,nothing to hear,nothing to see
And everything to fear...
When i smile,i feel im lying to the world.
When i cry,i feel im being to honest.
No matter how hard i try,i cant please more then one person.
You enjoy seeing me hurt
You enjoy feeling my pain.
I can tell by the expression on your face
And the way you yell at me over and over again.
I cant inflict pain on others,let alone myself.
I cant cut myself and feel satisfaction.
Am i here because i want this to work?
Or am i so used to the abuse,i'll sit here and take it all...
You cant sit there and say you love me
And expect me to believe in every word you say.
You cant blame me for your mistakes
And tell me everything will be ok .
It seems in life it doesnt matter what i do
Life will always be crazy.
so i guess i'll just sit back and enjoy the ride...
My ride to hell
Kaila